Right now I think there's nothing more hurtful than seeing your best friends all graduating college and leaving you alone to start their journey on the real life (or career path that is), while you're here being busy and such with the part time jobs you think you need just because you want to have a CV full of work experiences. What am I doing with my life? What am I pursuing, really? I feel like an infant who is already running a marathon while I actually still need to learn how to walk. I have to finish my final paper and graduate college before having multiple jobs, don't I?
This is it. This is the point where I need to take a big break and re-evaluate my whole life. Bear with me, my friends. Bear with me and be there in the morning to pull me through.