it's just a thought, only a thought


Somebody once said that I lacked of determination. Maybe they were right. Maybe I actually do lack of determination. Or maybe I'm just lazy. I don't know. All I know, I should be packing for the student community service. On Thursday, I'll leave to stay in a place I don't quite know for 40 days and yet here I am, 15 minutes to midnight, still sitting in front of my laptop.

Maybe I'm lazy. Or maybe I just don't want to leave the comfort of the place I've known all my life. Or maybe it's the fact that I have never been away from my family for more than 10 days. Well either way I'm doomed. I still need to pack my stuffs.

Will I get the chance and a good internet connection to keep blogging during the service? I don't know. Let's just hope for the best of everything.