the roller coaster

I've been such a !@#$%^&*() this month. All the small things seemed like giant mountains to me. Giant mountains I couldn't climb. I've had huge fights with my boyfriend, all of which wasn't worth fighting for, actually.

Nothing seemed right.

Every word that comes out of your mouth when you are angry always sounds right to you. Wait until the anger has gone away, you'll regret every single thing.

I regret it. And I'm so sorry. I realise that I've been turning like someone I hate. I don't wanna grow up to be a photocopied version of her.


I will not be such a bitch anymore.


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